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Now You've Got Something to Die For.
Now you've got something to die for,
Now you've got something to die for.
Infidel, Imperial.
Lust for blood, a blind crusade,
Apocalyptic, we count the days.
Bombs to set the people free, blood to feed the dollar tree,
Flags for coffins on the screen, oil for the machine.
Army of liberation, gunpoint indoctrination,
The fires of sedition,
Fulfill the prophecy.
Now you've got something to die for,
Now you've got something to die for.
Send the children to the fire, sons and daugthers stack the pyre,
Stoke the flame of the empire, live to lie another day,
Face of hypocrisy, raping democracy,
Apocalyptic, we count the days.
We'll never get out of this hole, until we've dug our own grave,
And drug the rest down with us, the burning home of the brave,
Burn.
Now you've got something to die for,
Now you've got something to die for.
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[09/14/05] |
READ THIS PLEASE!
of you cant see the entry, dont worry bout it! its really important though.
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[09/05/05] |
aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww, look at what i made! (i made them for my community but i am sure as hell gonna use them.)
If your looking at them on 9-05-05 then you will see an egg and think im a crack addict. but in a cuple days scroll down to this entry and they will hatch! yay!
( clicky! )
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reading this? i cut you. haha. bitch. people say friends cuts are immature. oh well. maybe i am immature. it doesnt really matter. your still cut. dont argue with me. what i say goes dammit! this is probably the last cut before i make my new LJ and i didnt want you in it. sorry bout your luck. alot of you were cool and commented at first but you stopped commenting or your posts were dumb. dont comment saying "aw poo" or "i commented!" or whatever, becuase that makes you a whining little bitch :)
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[04/18/05] |
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ok, i dont know WHY im doing this, i hate these, but, i am doing it. just post as much as possible. BENAY, you can HTML in here all you want, and anyone can spam or whatever. you can ask me questions and shit...just post, ok? at least once! anyone and everyone, please!
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| MEANS GIRLS NEED TO GO TO HELL |
[03/03/05] |
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who ever is posting the meangirls community in my comments, thats fine, but only once....COMEON im not gonna join so stop posting it. I think youve poseted like 3 times in the last 2 entrys....and they wer from the sam day so STOP
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[03/01/05] |
I spent some time on my buddy profile today, please look at it:
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[02/23/05] |
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Today we went to the basketball game at school...ok, ok, ill admit that i hate basketball and cheerleaders and all that jazz...buuuuuuuuuut amanda,my friend from 3rd grade wanted to see me ther so i went...and, ok ok i admit it was boring, but it was away from the house, and the computer...lol jkjk..I went with Jackie and Ali and Adrienne..it was boring but, it wasnt all that bad. I saw amanda do cool flips on the cheerleading team, and i talked, and i didnt think about my home life.....for once!!!!
Then, we left and Ali and I went to R.J. Gators with my mom and her freind Connie...it was actually quite pleasent.....i saw Heather at Connies nieghborhood(Heather is like a 10 yrs that is like my little sister and lives in my old nieghborhood, connies now)and we had some fun rolling around on the grass...its fun to be with little kids, ther so innocent and no nothing of the pains of life and hate and negitivity..Then, Ali and I came to my home and we hung out....for the whole nyt i didnt think once of my life or maria or mom or any of it...and i was the closest ive been to Happy in a wile. it cheerd me and was just what i needed. I just hope that this doesnt come with a sad price.....
...just FYI omg My friend jackie is going through alot right now. Her grandpas gonna die in a week or 2 and i feel so bad...thers nothing anyone can do. And, ...well, b4 i tell you this, i just want you to know that even if i dont agree with all of Jackies decitions, Shes a great friend and ill ALWAYS be ther 4 her and i love her(not lezboish!) and i will always be here to catch her wen she falls and to talk to and ill back her 100%....member how she dumped Joey for Smithson? well, this is what hes saying..TO ME now...
AllMaddenPlyr57: did she tell uwut i said to hur
Hobo Sam I Am: What?
AllMaddenPlyr57: did she say anything
AllMaddenPlyr57: owell
AllMaddenPlyr57: she can go fuck hurself
AllMaddenPlyr57: w\e
AllMaddenPlyr57: i ont cur
Hobo Sam I Am: Dude whats your fucking problem?
Hobo Sam I Am: lay off my damn friend
AllMaddenPlyr57: w\e
AllMaddenPlyr57: fuck u to
Hobo Sam I Am: Shut the fuck up you little ass hole. dont talk about her that way
AllMaddenPlyr57: fuck u to u little bitch
AllMaddenPlyr57: i aint say nutin to u
Hobo Sam I Am: Fyn
Hobo Sam I Am: You need to get a life
AllMaddenPlyr57: btu u gotta start cuz u think u da shuit
Hobo Sam I Am: wtf r u talkin about? your an ass
Hobo Sam I Am: man whore!
AllMaddenPlyr57: fuck off u litlle dike bitch
Hobo Sam I Am: You know what? call me what you want, i dont care, im not affected. But, you dont talk to jackie she doesnt need your shit ryt now
AllMaddenPlyr57: w\e
AllMaddenPlyr57: it aitn yo busness so fuck off
AllMaddenPlyr57: god Damn
Hobo Sam I Am: You fucking started talking to me faggot!
Hobo Sam I Am: dont blame me ass
AllMaddenPlyr57 signed off at 8:38:09 PM.
i mean, i think Jackie deserves to be yelled at for doing that to joey, but he said alot more mean things to her and not me...but i dont have those convos. Even ifffffffff i think Smithson shoudnt go out with her, hes being an asssssss and i feel bad for her any ways..she doesnt deserve that! w/e...
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| Sinking into the hole i call life... |
[02/21/05] |
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My weeks havent got much better...even if nothing has happened, i feel as though i shall desintigrate from tears or explode from fury. Life sux..plain as that. Jackie still being a stupid loser and is starting to piss me off with all this boy bull shit. Benay is still trying to be friends ith her boyfriend...well, ex. Mr Pringles is ignoring me worse than ever.....just same ol' shit.
Ive thought about sliting my wrists, and i thought why not? no one would miss me. its not as though i have someone who really genuinly cares about me. but, then i thought how far ive come and how much of a waste dieng would be and how much it would satisfy maria.
Speaking of the Man Whore, i thought that her being in mexico would cheer me up, but its not. i dont know what im depressed about, but im crying as i type. Nothing can cheer me. No one cares...I dont want anyone to care, but still, noone cares. I dont know why, but all of the sudden, Im liking Techno..its really awesome,and i can relate to all of them.Last nyt i watched Pearl Harbor and cried my damn eyes out. It made me feel better though, but i was still sad. I need a freind, one who cant speak or give advise or tell me to shut up...like a diary, like you, but i dont want anyone to know what i say. It hurts saying certain things that people world wide can read. It brands you forever..which is why i say little. I need a pet or mabey a real diary. I dunno how im gonna live..NOT THIS WAY!id rather die right now than to live untill im 18. But i wont give in...just yet. I WILL LIVE. AND I WILL GET MY REVENGE ON BOTH MY FATHER AND MARIA mark my words...
.. else im not Abbey Michelle Vickers
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[02/20/05] |
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This is what STEVE THE MAN WHORES JOURNAL SAYS!
waitin for my baby to wake up and get on so she can come spend the day with me :-D
I love you!! IM me as soon as you get on!
Tanya Lee Freer - You are the most amazing person I have ever met in the entire world. You make me feel incredible. I love every moment we spend together..specially the little things that are the most fun and that mean the most...like you kicking my ass in WAR!!! lol and us walking all around town just talking about everything. us cuddling and watching movies together...me walking through the ice cold just to get you lunch!! lol and making you breakfeast in bed!! We've had soo many fun and amazing moments already in just this short time...so imagine how many more there are to come....I love you more then life itself baby!!! *2/13/05*
What a man whore...
n e ways.....Mr Pringles still dont like me and and Amanda and Ali are over....w/e OMFG THE 12 RUROUNI KENSHIN BOOK Is OUT! ok well therz nutin to talk about...MARIAS IN MEXICO YEEEHAW
....grrr so damn bored.
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[02/17/05] |
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Well, I dont think Mr. Pringles likes me after all.....today after cooking, right across the hall, he has Kobel and "life decisions" across the hall, and when the bell rang, he hid behaind a colomn right when i came out of my class....and as soon as i left, he came back out..am i exagerating? or is it neva gonna happen?
also, im sorry jackie, but all i can do is laugh in yo face!(Fo shizzlE)
ok, well, she broke up with joey to go out with smithson....and now, he doesnt wanna go out with her, and joey wont take her back....and everyone thinks shes a hoe...technically, she isnt a whore cuz shes a virgin, but shes had some sore moves lately...I LOVE YOU JACKIE!
notin else to write, except poooooooooor ali got sergery 2day and feels like shit...
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Mr prongles told joy about me liking him...:( but, He said that he was surprised cus we've been friends for a long, long time....WE HAVE? WOW! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? DOES HE LIKE ME? OR AM I ASUMING????BLAH URG I HATE NOT KNOWING i'd rather him hate me then to keep me guessing.!!!..
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omfg Steve broke up with benay. omg, i dont no how he did it...ill find out 2moro...OMFG this is his updated profile:
2/13/05 and 2/14/05 are the most amazing days I have ever had in my life. I love you more then anything in the entire world. There aren't even enough words to describe how I feel for you. I will always be here for you no matter what happens.. that is a life-long promise! I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have such an amazing girlfriend as you. I love you with all my heart and I promise nothing will ever come between us.
~Tanya Lee Freer~ *2/13/05* *2/14/05*
. what a man whore.
but on a happier note.
Joey finally told Mr P today, But he alredy has a g/f
and he only said..Oh..
The convo:
Joey:you know my friend abbey?
mr p: yeh.
joey she likes you.
mr p:Oh..
w/e i dotn care,...im single and (not really) luvn it.
i dont know why, but i thought about sumthin that happend between me and Joey that makes mr CRACK UP.
when i first told him he was satified, thinking i picked a cool guy that was nice and friendly and not...gay.
and we had just been talking about how we HATE GEORGE W BUSH AND HOW WE HATE HIS COMMETIALS:
this is george doubleya bush and i approve this message.
lmfao.
so he said:
This is zjoey Chiavetta and i approve this message:
Abbey wants to fuck {insert Mr. Ps name here}
it made me laugh it was soooo damn funny...
im such a loser.
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[02/14/05] |
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.....I feel so betrayed.
on Friday, Joey was sapposed to tell Mr. Pringles i like him and wanna go out... but joey didnt get a chance, he said he never got to say it.
Unfortunately for me, he got asked out by someone else...
.:*:.Flashes back.:*:.
about 2 weeks ago Joy T. asked me who Mr. P was, and i told her. she said OMG hes so ugly! i cant stand him! wtf? your crazy!!!
....a week later, guess who asked him out?
Joy T.
I feel betrayd. i told her i was gathering up courage to ask him out, and she shot me down and got to him first...she didnt even like him! i have a feeling she did it to make me jelous. i feel like i was Ranover by a huge truck...Why did she do it? i like cried when i got home. I found out by ali. If only Joey had been sooner..i know its not his fault, but i just regret it.
i probably shouldnt be mad at her, but i despise her now.....should i? am i just being a bitch? tell me the truth i can take it!
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[02/14/05] |
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Jackie finally broke up with Joey. She did it today, Valentines Day, right before she recieved his present. He said ok, alright, thats cool. on the way home, He told me he didnt really care and if Jackie broke up with him just to go out with someone else, he was glad, because he knew her true self and she didnt deserve to go out with him. I was so proud of him, because he wasnt just trying to act tough and he wasnt saying mean untrue things. he was honest. But i could tell he was really hurt, that she did that, even if he didnt try to show it. I dont think he'll cry out side, but inside he was having a moment.. He said shes a good friend, but it seems shes not a good girlfriend if she cant stay with someone for more than a week. And jackie, i know your reading this, but so far, it seems to be true. You are a perfect friend, But every relationship so far seems bad. Don't be offended either. We are both being honest.
Also, i dont know what it is, but today i was crying and smiling at intervals. between classes, and in ms rieds, i had a tear or two because this last week sucked ass. but then, at some points i felt dreamy and happy and i was smiling...when no one saw. On the bus, i was hugging my stuffed puppy doll Ali got me. I was staring out the bus window, and i dont know what it was, but it seemed that everthing was going to be ok. I have NO REASON TO THINK IT but my little puppy symbolized a whole lot more than Ali and my friendship. Im so confused. I dont know what im thinking. it kinda pisses me off...lol
Benays BF is sucha dick hole. As i said yesterday, something was wierd between him and her, and she had no idea. Ive been suspecting it for a wile, but last night it became obvouis. Steve is cheating on Benay.
the eveidence:
Tanya- you mean the world to me..and i cant beleive i have such an amazing girlfriend as you. you are unbeleivable..everything any guy could ever ask for in a girl. This weekend was the most amazing weekend ive ever had and i'm sure there will be many more to come..i love you baby..
2/13/05
thats his profile...TANYA!?
yeh, a couple of days ago it had a song in it saying : diedcated to tonya. benay didnt believe me though, shes said they wer just friends. on top of that, he blocked her so she wouldnt know and she found out by switching to an unknown by him s/n....what a hole...lol ok i g2g bye ill add l8r
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im so lonely its not even funny. i know the only one who reads this is Jackie, but ill still write anyway. i havnt updated in a wile because i moved my blog to www.xanga.com and it was pretty cool, but its an asswhole too and i couldnt stand it so im back...
i've had just about the worst week ever. everynight i cry my eyes out before i fall asleep. nothing in my life is going right. im so sad. depressed. help me!I've only thought about suicide mabey 4 times before, and i dont think it will happen if you reading this, i may seem week, but im really strong inside. usually..
i hate these blogg things. they're for people who have nothing better to do than whine about how they're life sux and booooooo hooooo and have no life...a discription that currently fits me PERFECTLY
ok...starting from the begining of this week.
i called hank, my godfather who lives in ohio. he seemed agitated about something. i asked if everything was ok....he told me that Maria had called him months ago and told him to fuck out of my life...they dont get along, need i say...and that if he picks up the phone when i call him he's in trouble, and that he'd better not tell me about this conversation...what a bitch..!
then i found out th "birthday' present(in nov) that hank said he sent but i never got was a color TV and maria kept it and didnt tell me...
..then, he tried again to send me a color tv(i dont have one in my room, maria wont lemme)and, she SENT IT BACK! i NEVER knew of these things, and its the first time i've been able to get ahold of him for mounths.
oh, and your tlling me to tell my mom so that she can get maria in trouble...no go...maria will deny it and just say we are trying to get her in trouble again(shes done this sorta thing b4) and my mom believes everything she says. so its a secret that kills....
then in my friend life, i have gotten mad at almost everyone.
Jackie was head over heels for joey and they started going out...she was all like OH I LOVE YOU< I LOVE YOU! and before they're first date, she started likeing another guy.....NOT EVEN A CHANCE WAS GIVIN TO JOEY! and she is going to break up with him tonight.i got a little mad because they are both my friends and Joeys gonna be really hurt and feel worthless. and Jackie will have ANOTHER guy for herself and prob dump him soon too...i lovee you jackie, but i dont understand you...
..and im tierd of seeing Benay get hurt and she doesnt even no it. Her B/F an ass, but hes unnimportant and im gonna talk about it.
Life at home is so much worse. Im Living in a dark, deep tunnel of hatred and wrath. The only spec of light(s) is: my 18th birthday, mmy few, yet well chosen and cherished friends, and MARIA IS GOING TO MEXICO NExT WEEK....FOR 3 WEEKS.
you dont understand my hat for her. I genuenlly hope she dies over in mexico and OH MY GOD! the anger is overwhelming. She's only physically abused my like 3 times, when she hits me, but now she wont because ill slap that bitch back and shes scared of me. But the emotional abuse is too much. She makes me feel like a nothing, a little shit. This week, i read a child called it, a sad book, and relized my life wasnt THAT BAD but i still feel like an it. She makes me cry everyday. nothing helps....my mom dont care, and my friends help but are only a small torniquet to my bleeding wrists...
anythin i do is like pouring salt on a wound....i need help, i need relief soon...
and im not trying to be a bitch, but im STILL single....i really like Mr Pringles, but i've ought about it..even if he asked me out, my personal home life maked=s me a bitch all the time so even if we did go out id just be a dissapointment, plus im quite surprisingly satisfied with singularity
lately ive been really deprssed, and ive been living off my music instead of socializing..NEVER a good sign! whenever i star listening to my metal 24/7 it means my emotion is bottleing up and ill explode and get hit and run away again....w/e ill talk to you later..thankyou for being here..
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| Of the purple fuzzy hats in the world. |
[01/25/05] |
I went to the "docters office" today(who relocated to the south florida fair) and me and ali rode ALL the rides and we each got a fuzzy hat..mines prpl and hers is blu. such a life we have.
and, thats preeeeeeeetty much it.
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im a secret admirer of someone. thats right. im gonna talk to you about Plastic bead(aka PB)(thats not his REAL name.)
Ive always like PB, but ive never asked him out because im to scared of being denied.
i mean...what if he laughed at me? id never be able to do anything around him...hes in some of my classes... and i dont think he likes me. im not the prettyest girl in school....i just am so unsure. i wish HE"D just friggen ask me out, to make it less complicated.! but i wish i could just not fear and be strong! i just dont know what to do. ive never had a B/F, so i dont really know howk to him.
if you have any advice, PLS PLS PLS PLS leave a comment...i NEED HELP!
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[01/22/05] |
I swear, if Jackie, Joey, or Ali ask me...no PESTURE ME about asking mr. pringles/plastic bead out ONE MORE TIME i will POP!.:twitch:.
btw JACKIE I SWEAR PETER IS SUUUUUUCH AN ASS HOLE $GET ABOUT HIM WHAT HE SAID WAS WAY UN SENSITIVE
you should just take to liking joey instead ^.^
N E WAYS about me.
PLASTIC BEAD IS .:sizzle:. hott but i know he wont go out with me...im not really all that pretty(in fact im down right ugly) and i just dont think itll happen...:sigh:. oh well...
im like soooooo happy were skipping school on tues(me and ali) to go to the SFF .:yayyyyyyyy:.
Yu Yu Hakusho is on in like 10 min YAY!
and Rurouni Kenshins on in like 1 hr 1/2.....:yay?:. lol
Kenshins hot...but hes kaurus guy...:(
lol
ok...ive run outa things to say...:(
bye!
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